Under Control
DATE: Monday, 6 January 2014 TIME: 17:44
The first week (I'm hoping tomorrow too) of 2014 has been pretty good! :)
Really got to maintain my spendings though. Ugh. Can't wait to get my paycheck and for CNY!
January is really busy month for me sigh. I've been lazing for so much of last year that I don't know how I'm gonna be able to keep up with January lol.
I hope I recover from my small cough soon too!!!
Not much left to say here because I haven't got any rambling or musing or rant to say hahahahahha.
edit:
Hahaha just spent over an hour unliking pages from my fb (700 or so!!!). PRAISE MY PATIENCE AND DETERMINATION. Omg the days when i liked stupid pages like "my class no CUTE guys! D:" "Why is Mr. Krab's daughter a whale?" "We Hate Exams" " I LOVE sleeping but i never go to bed early" "AWW thats so sweet, i wonder how many other girls you do that to" "I feel jealous when i see you with another girl" etc. I wonder when and why I liked those love related pages when I was seemingly asexual for so many years o_o or did i forget that I actually had minor (i would assume so) crushes here and there O_O
But I think that I just unliked all my 'news/info' sources......... Now i'm gonna have much lesser things to read on fb :(
edit2:
It's 5.26am and I can't sleep.... Sigh. Must be because I slept for 13 hours till 2pm today ~_~
Tried to find my earring that I misplaced AGAIN (for like the 4th time), but I really can't find it!!! :( I'm really damn sian about it because I've had it for a mere few weeks and I AM DAMN ANGRY at myself for not putting it somewhere properly!!!!!!! >:((((((((((((( Now I have to repurchase it before my mum finds out i misplaced it. That's like $50 fly away for nothing!!!!!!! Damn angry at myself sobs.
UGH. Anyway got forced to watch Aaron's new drama by Ng Ming Li. I think he definitely did something to his nose. It got so much higher! But that is not the point haha, I think I'm slightly back into my chinese song phase after I went to youtube Aaron and Jiro's solo MVs........ I think I prefer Jiro's (new???) face more than Aaron's face now!! SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! But that is for first impressions after so many years, I might jump back to Aaron again lololol.
My taste for cpop songs are mostly all the sappy heartbreak songs lol. I don't know why, but I really like to listen to emo cpop!!! Damn got ~!~!~feeling~!~!~ even though I'm not emo or anything la LOL.
It's nice to listen Aaron's voice after so long. So soothing~~~
Ok, not an emo song, but this song reminds me so much of Eason!!
Jiro looks damn gooood!!! Not an emo ballad either, but I like the song (maybe bcuz i kept rewatching the mv).
Didn't know that Anthony was also under H.I.M. Glad he looks better now, he looked damn bad in his 2012 album.... Ugh, but I'm totally not liking his 一切都是因為愛 song. What's wrong with people living a single life!!
Actually I think I really do prefer Jiro's look now lol. But I feel so bad because I want to be loyal to Aaron wtf.
Ok good job to me because it's now the timing for the tuesday ticket promo (7am-9am)!! Now I can hopefully book the flight tickets before I try and sleep again. Only 2 hours of sleep though, because I would have to wake up at 10am for lunch :(
Labels: Fangirl, Ramblings
one year
DATE: Monday, 30 December 2013 TIME: 01:10
Dang it, wrote an early morning insomnia post on my phone last night, but I think I must have fallen asleep somewhere inbetween and accidentally exited the post and it didn't save!!! Sob.
Can't really remember most of what I wrote, and I'm too lazy to rewrite what I remember so.........shall save those for another sleepless night.
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/Edit:/
I know I can't sleep so might as well just use the com instead of lying in bed.. Anyway, went to watch some Gayo Daejun performances, and even though I'm over kpop, omailawd, Hyori and CL's collab stage WAS JUST TOO GOOD!! Watch
here. Wtf their bodies are gorgeous!! Especially Hyori's, given that she is 30+!!! DEM LEGS. Her body looks stunning!!! Somemore, i remember yoo jaesuk making fun of her 5-5 body proportions, which should be point deducting but she still looks fabulous. I've found my goal for exercise because at least their frames are similar to mine (VS Angels are impossible i don't even bother feeling bad lol) and it can be done!!! This flabby body of mine has really
got to go!! In fact, I'm not even aiming for their bodies, because I can never be disciplined enough ahahaha, i just want to get more toned and healthy! Seriously my stamina is like 10/100 or something now. I really need to find a gym companion because I will never find the motivation to go alone, but no one wants to sign anything with me??!?! Sobz. Change starts with action, but I really need that first push. Tricia would totally be my perfect gym companion, but she's based in the freaking UK now</3. I MUST DO SOMETHING IN 2014.
Ohyes, I should spam all my rubbish ramblings here before the new year starts. Haha, although this ramble wasn't what I wrote last night. Anyw, I just bought more stuff off asos, in my defense, I wanted to just checkout this dress I've been eyeing for cny, but more browsing led to adding more stuff into my cart...... I HAVE GOT TO STOP SHOPPING OMG!!! I've been spending an average of $250-260 a month on clothes/bags/shoes for the past 3 months, which is A LOT (to me)!! SERIOUSLY gotta stahp because I'm jobless :<
Despite that being said, I don't ever spend more than what I can afford to!! I don't know how other people can/are willing to spend all their money and have close to nothing in their bank accounts O_O
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Anyway, it's december 30th!
Happy anniversary Jordan xx
Labels: Jordan, Ramblings
Random Ramblings #03
DATE: Tuesday, 17 December 2013 TIME: 21:43
Finally decided to read a book (
Thoughtless that Kelly yaks to me about every.single.damned.day despite me ignoring EVERYTHING that she says about it), but as luck would have it, my kindle's batt was completely flat -.-
And i have absolutely nothing to do online anymore. Maybe I should continue the cross stitch kit i dug out, but then I would have to kill my eyes looking at the puny sample pic, and my eyes do not feel like getting killed at all atm.
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Also finally stopped listening to chinese songs!! They were all that I listened to on my itunes for a whole month ;_; #chingnessmaximum
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I think I've bounced back to the shall-not-have-a-bday-party camp lolol. The hyped has passed for now, but if I do have one in the end, it'd be a damned bloody rushed out one hahahaha. But I doubt so la.
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It seems like tons of people have gone/are heading to Tokyo this dec!! Guess it's because of the low yen, last year Korea was the 'it' destination. Also been seeing tons of beach-holiday photos/blogposts lately, and I do feel like going on a island holiday too (because the villas look gorgeous *~*)!! After going to bkk (shopping non-stop) with samcia last sept, we said that our next holiday needed to be somewhere relaxing and chillax like Phuket/Bali/Boracay. Budden..... I'm so damn afraid of the sun. I've put off going on any beachy holiday/sun activites for the longest time ever because I didn't want to get tanned. I'm the burden friend that refuses to have extended activities in the sun lolsorry, but that is not without reason!! I tan really easy (and I think I look better fair) and I think I got scarred by my softball sock tan that took freaking 1.5 years to fade away!!!! Ugh don't even get me started on my multiple freckles that people keep pointing out and calling !!moles!! I got from sun exposure; those never went away. & Since it took me 1.5 years to become fair again, I'm very unwilling to 'lose' my fair skin #firstworldfemaleproblems. I think no one can tell that I ever did sports last time HAHAHA dk if i should be happy or sad. Maybe it's time I get over this and enjoy the sun and sand before my body becomes saggy.
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Since i foresee several rambling posts in the next few days, I think I will just add them on to this post lest i spam my own blog :|
Labels: Ramblings
Random Ramblings #02
DATE: TIME: 03:37
I kind of dread the arrival of my friends' birthdays, because I would have to write a birthday message. I really don't like writing birthday messages because I can never think of what to say?!?!?!?!?! Thinking of what to say really drains me mentally. I think the last time I actually enjoyed writing long-ass birthday wishes was probably in lower sec? I'm sorry my friends, but starting from now, I'm probably only going to wish you a plain "happy xx'th birthday!!!" hahahaha, i still love you guys plenty plenty one, please don't measure my love for you based on the length of the birthday wish okay :*
(although the next birthday is actually MY birthday)
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Went to read on some horoscope profiles again, and I really do think I'm
very (90%) Aquarius, and all my friends (that bother to read horoscope shit) agree!! Like really, sometimes I feel like changing my profile description to: 'An Aquarius' ok.
It seems like a silly concept to have traits based on the month that you're borned in, but I think it does sort of work out!?!? Not forgetting that nearly all my close friends DO fall into into my 'compatible' signs of Aries, Gemini, Libra and Sagittarius!!!! Freakeh~~ Ok fine, shuqing is actually a virgo (mismatched) but she doesn't behave like a virgo SO THIS HOROSCOPE THING STILL STANDS!!! Also, Taurus isn't stated as 'compatible', but it isn't in the 'mismatched' category also, so all's good!! Maybe thats why we pick on pewpew so much, soz boy, your birthdate determined your fate.
Hahahaha, just to put it out here that I'm not some horoscope crazy girl that reads my horoscope every single day etc?! In fact, I actually only read the aquarius twitter accounts and occasional horoscope profiling. K, gotta stop reading horoscopes with Kelly (Saggi!) before I end up not sleeping at all.
Bitch ain't letting me sleep because she can't stop reading and pasting them to me -.-
Labels: Ramblings
Random Ramblings #01
DATE: Tuesday, 19 November 2013 TIME: 03:13
Shall talk to myself on my blog, because I have hardly anyone else to talk crap to :(
I'm an expert at talking to myself on my blog, evidently. #aintgotnoshame
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Late nights on twitter result in people posting tons of quotes (not retweets), and here are some:
"Everyone wants a flame but no one wants to get burnt."
"It ended not because of a fight. We just stopped talking."
"The bridges were burned so now it's your turn to cry. So cry me a river."
"You can’t throw yourself at somebody who is not willing to catch you. And honestly we shouldn’t be throwing ourselves at people, period."
Looks like it's love ache season.
Yknow how there are some parts (start) of the year where everyone seems to be getting attached, and nearer to aug/sept, we will see more couples breaking up. This trend happens every year, whats up?
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Spent most of today watching Prison Gang documentaries (& 2 Broke Girls). Hahahaha, pretty interesting, but things get repetitive after the 3rd documentary, because there's only so much you can explain about prison gangs. I really enjoy watching documentaries. I think I've watched nearly all the weird health anomaly freak cases, and the more interesting serial killer docs on yt. More recently, I spam watched Lion Prides documentaries lol. I have too much time really sighhzzz.
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I really should be sleeping.. but I don't feel sleepy yet.
I wonder how many people do people talk to on a constant basis, like one-to-one text/talking/skyping outside of group chats? Is it just me who has become socially reclusive :( I think my number has dramatically reduced since secondary school where I used to talk to like 6-9 people on MSN at any one time, on top of already talking to them in school/text (MSN was really one of my favouritest things EVER). How the heck did i talk so much idk?!?! And the people I used to talk to EVERY SINGLE F DAY (Stupid x2fats and CTH/jw), we have not talked since like 2010.
I don't know why I don't really enjoy talking 1-to-1 on social media as much as I did in sec school, why did I transitioned into becoming an unfriendly-dont-talk-too-much-to-me person after secondary school :<
Labels: Ramblings
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