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Under Control

DATE: Monday, 6 January 2014 TIME: 17:44

The first week (I'm hoping tomorrow too) of 2014 has been pretty good! :)

Really got to maintain my spendings though. Ugh. Can't wait to get my paycheck and for CNY!

January is really busy month for me sigh. I've been lazing for so much of last year that I don't know how I'm gonna be able to keep up with January lol.

I hope I recover from my small cough soon too!!!

Not much left to say here because I haven't got any rambling or musing or rant to say hahahahahha.

edit:
Hahaha just spent over an hour unliking pages from my fb (700 or so!!!). PRAISE MY PATIENCE AND DETERMINATION. Omg the days when i liked stupid pages like "my class no CUTE guys! D:" "Why is Mr. Krab's daughter a whale?" "We Hate Exams" " I LOVE sleeping but i never go to bed early" "AWW thats so sweet, i wonder how many other girls you do that to" "I feel jealous when i see you with another girl" etc. I wonder when and why I liked those love related pages when I was seemingly asexual for so many years o_o or did i forget that I actually had minor (i would assume so) crushes here and there O_O

But I think that I just unliked all my 'news/info' sources......... Now i'm gonna have much lesser things to read on fb :(

edit2:
It's 5.26am and I can't sleep.... Sigh. Must be because I slept for 13 hours till 2pm today ~_~
Tried to find my earring that I misplaced AGAIN (for like the 4th time), but I really can't find it!!! :( I'm really damn sian about it because I've had it for a mere few weeks and I AM DAMN ANGRY at myself for not putting it somewhere properly!!!!!!! >:((((((((((((( Now I have to repurchase it before my mum finds out i misplaced it. That's like $50 fly away for nothing!!!!!!! Damn angry at myself sobs.

UGH. Anyway got forced to watch Aaron's new drama by Ng Ming Li. I think he definitely did something to his nose. It got so much higher! But that is not the point haha, I think I'm slightly back into my chinese song phase after I went to youtube Aaron and Jiro's solo MVs........ I think I prefer Jiro's (new???) face more than Aaron's face now!! SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! But that is for first impressions after so many years, I might jump back to Aaron again lololol.

My taste for cpop songs are mostly all the sappy heartbreak songs lol. I don't know why, but I really like to listen to emo cpop!!! Damn got ~!~!~feeling~!~!~ even though I'm not emo or anything la LOL.

It's nice to listen Aaron's voice after so long. So soothing~~~

Ok, not an emo song, but this song reminds me so much of Eason!!

Jiro looks damn gooood!!! Not an emo ballad either, but I like the song (maybe bcuz i kept rewatching the mv).

Didn't know that Anthony was also under H.I.M. Glad he looks better now, he looked damn bad in his 2012 album.... Ugh, but I'm totally not liking his 一切都是因為愛 song. What's wrong with people living a single life!!

Actually I think I really do prefer Jiro's look now lol. But I feel so bad because I want to be loyal to Aaron wtf.

Ok good job to me because it's now the timing for the tuesday ticket promo (7am-9am)!! Now I can hopefully book the flight tickets before I try and sleep again. Only 2 hours of sleep though, because I would have to wake up at 10am for lunch :(

Labels: Fangirl, Ramblings

AWWW Kim Woo Bin

DATE: Tuesday, 10 December 2013 TIME: 20:34

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/fangirl post/

Heirs has the suckiest plot of all time, but the actors are really too cute.
KWB/CYD hasn't been getting as much love as LMH/KT because he doesn't fall under the mainsteam handsome type, BUT I THINK HE IS DAMN CUTE LEH?! The more you see, the cuter he gets kind. Or maybe it's because of his personality/vibe; damn charming (♥_♥)!! Although he does kinda look like a grasshopper LOL /bricked/.

My favourite!! HAHAHHAHA damn funny because it's so awkward.

Hehehehehe.

edit: Fuggggggggggggggg just went on a kwb tumblr spree. I AM IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Infatuated max. And I really like his personality too (of what I've watched)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stop reblogging, I'm sorry my followers, I can't stop, I can't.
If I had to choose between Mario Maurer (FACE OF THE CENTURY besides 1997's Leonardo Di'Carpio) and Kim Woo Bin, I would actually pick KWB *i think*, because Mario's real life personality is a little too reserved for my liking. Not sure if this is a passing phase or what.....but like all my phases, imma spam watch his discography lolololol. And yknow what? His real name is actually Kim Hyunjoong, so that makes 2 KHJs I love!!!!!! Hehehehehehehehe and with reference to my fangirlish profile on my old blog (just reread it and i was damn gay fml), I guess my top 3 is now Kim Junsu, Kim Hyunjoong and then KWB. Goodbye for now Hongki, although you kinda dropped out of my top 3 for quite a while already.
Disclaimer: This might be my infatuation speaking, and wb might drop out of my godly 3 after this, and I might regret this public spazzing moment ala my fangirl era, but whatever!!!

Labels: Fangirl

Crooked

DATE: Tuesday, 29 October 2013 TIME: 04:14

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Watched WIN: Who Is Next upon Yina's reccomendation. Hahaha, it has been a while since I've fangirled (ok, not strictly so thanks to EXO) no thanks to the hiatus of my dearest db5k :(
(FOREVER A CASSIE, FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel the need to publicly declare my everlasting love jic anyone thinks otherwise.)

Haven't had the heart to fangirl anymore since and I couldn't find any boyband i could fall as hard for after. I do still occasionally watch/monitor boybands though hehe, like I've watched nearly all the variety shows of EXO (lolol), but I can't be bothered to stalk them etc. I guess I'm over my insane fangirl period... I've really gotten old sigh. I used to be one of the youngest in my fandoms, but if i were to join a new fandom now, I'd be an old potato at 20.

I remember not being interested in fangirling over F4/Backstreet Boys/N'Sync etc in primary school hahaha, i clearly remember thinking to myself "I'm totally not interested in chasing after anyone...." Wtf, I would marvel at how wrong I could be in future LOLOLOL. I guess I started my first fangirl moments in P3 as a Hilary Duff fangirl and having her posters all over my wall before moving on to BoA (P4-5) and then Avril Lavigne (P5-P6) and then hardcore fangirling with Bang Bang Tang (Sec 1/2) and then Fahrenheit (Sec 1/2) and finally an insane obsessive fanatic with the love of my life DBSK at 14 and then every other popular korean band in that era. I'm pretty sure I watched EVERYTHING that korean entertainment had to offer from 14-16 years of age lol (Perhaps because I finally had my own laptop too). I've fangirled over every active band (or non active older bands too...) during that period. Those few years were really golden, I was practically exploding from the love i had for my fandoms. I really think I could have survived purely on the love I get out of watching my fandoms yknow?!!?! I absolutely enjoyed every minute of being a fangirl hehehehe (ok except buying stupid BBT/FRH merchandises and regretting not studying because I was too busy fangirling -_-)

Anyway, the main point is that now and then I occasionally get to relive my fangirl ages when I watch variety shows of (mostly) boybands or dramas. It's pretty embarrassing to fangirl at this age, because I'm now officially a noona to most bands sobs, but I can't deny the occasional squeals of my inner fangirl \(*~*)/

COME TO ~~ME OPPA~~ NOONA.

Haha same goes for watching taiwan/korean idol dramas. I hardly watch idol serieses anymore, but when I do, I'm pretty glad that I still melt into a puddle of goo. FEELS GOOD TO FEEL YOUNG AGAIN OKAY.